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Blog EntryBFDec 18, '08 9:07 AM
for everyone
I am not running from you, not anymore for a while now. You should know, I am there before you are and we have the same things. I dwell in a different place because we are separated by a point of view.

Blog EntryBIRTHDAY SONG: BROKEN HEARTED GIRL.!Dec 9, '08 5:31 AM
for everyone
You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought could've been
But still you lived inside of me
So tell me how is that

You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I loved and not forgive
And though you've break my heart
You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now I hate you its pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take breath without you babe
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up 'til now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out
You say you got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel your not deserving of me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one

And yes there are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take breath without you baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, mmm yeah
I ain't got to be afraid, my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you,
Yeah yeah yeah, oh ohh...

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take breath without my baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl, no, no
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

Blog EntryWHAT MELCHOR MEANS...Nov 30, '08 8:49 PM
for everyone
What Melchor Means



You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz

Blog EntryWHAT ABOUT NOWNov 29, '08 6:39 AM
for everyone
Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Blog EntryIF I WERE YOUR BOYFRIEND...Nov 29, '08 6:30 AM
for everyone
SURVEY:

1.) How many times a day would you kiss me?
answer:

2.) Would you call me?
answer:

3.) How much time would u spend with me?
answer:

4.) Would you go places with me?
answer:

5.) Would you love me?
answer:

6.) Would you lie to me?
answer:

7.) If I was sick what would you do?
answer:

8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends?
answer:

9.) Want to have a future with me?
answer:

10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them?
answer:

11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad?
answer:

12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out?
answer:

13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends?
answer:

14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do?
answer:

15.) If we dated and broke up, would you want me back?
answer:

16.) If I gave you my heart what would you do?
answer:

17.) If I said I loved you would you say it back?
answer:

18.) How much do you like me 1-10?
answer:

19.) How do you feel about me?
answer:

20.) Have i ever made you smile?
answer:

21.) Want to spend the night with me?
answer:

22.) Right now, what is something you need to tell me or think i should know?
answer:

23.) If you had an empty house would you call me to come over?
answer:

24.) Are you gonna repost this so i can reply?
answer:




Blog EntryTHE PAIN IN MY HEARTNov 18, '08 5:29 AM
for everyone
Here I am alone in this empty room,
And let my mind just fly you to the end.
Thoughts of you still linger in my memory
Wondering why my life is not that fair.

I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
Oh I can't believe, you're gone...

I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
All the things that remind me of you.
I don't want to hear those songs,
Those songs we used to sing,
'Cause I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart

Talkin' to my self, for reasons I can't find.
Findin' out why everything went wrong.
Tears fallin' down on my cheeks,
That I've been tryin' to hold.
I just dunno if I could still go on.

I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.

I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
All the things that remind me of you.
I don't want to hear those songs,
Those songs we used to sing,
'Cause I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart

I just can't believe, you're gone...

I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
All the things that remind me of you.
I don't want to hear those songs,
Those songs we used to sing,
'Cause I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart,

And I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
All the things that remind me of you.
I don't want to hear those songs,
Those songs we used to sing,
'Cause I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart

Blog EntryTHE ART OF LETTING GONov 17, '08 7:16 AM
for everyone
"The Art Of Letting Go"



Put away the pictures.
Put away the memories.
I put over and over
Through my tears
I've held them till I'm blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that I'd keep you here
Once you believed in a love forever more?
How do you leave it in a drawer?

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go.

Try to say it's over
Say the word goodbye.
But each time it catches in my throat
Your still here in me
And I can't set you free
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more
Wish I could open up that door

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go

Watching us fade
What can I do?
But try to make it through
the pain of one more day
Without you

Where do I start, to live my life alone?
I guess I'm learning, only learning,
Learning the art of letting go.



Blog EntryI'm Gonna Find Another You Nov 11, '08 10:27 PM
for everyone
It’s really over
You made your stand
You got me crying
As was your plan
But when my loneliness is through
I’m gonna find another you

You take your sweaters
You take your time
You might have your reasons
But you will never have my rhyme
I’m gonna sing my way away from blue
I’m gonna find another you

When I was your lover
No one else would do
And if I’m forced to find another
I hope he looks like you
And he’s nicer, too

So go on, baby
Make your little getaway
My pride will keep me company
And you just gave yours all away
Now I’m gonna dress myself for two
Once for me, and once for someone new
I’m gonna do some things you wouldn’t let me do
I’m gonna find another you

Blog EntryFROM MY BROKEN HEART:Nov 10, '08 9:32 AM
for everyone
I WAS NOT AWARE THAT HE CAME ONLY TO FOOL ME BY HIS CHARM...

I WAS AIMING TO BE WITH HIM FOREVER BUT HE'S NOT WILLING  TO WORK IT ALL OUT...

WHILE I WAS BUSY PLANNING FOR US, HE WAS BUSY PLANNING HIS LIFE WITH SOMEONE ELSE...

IT HURTS TOO MUCH BUT ALL I CAN DO IS WATCH HIM WALK AWAY...

AND THAT'S THE END OF IT...

THERE GOES MY FOREVER...

THERE GOES MY LIFE...

I KNOW HE IS GONE, BUT HOLDING ON TO HIM HAS BECAME MY WAY TO KEEP ME ALIVE...

Blog EntryWHAT HURTS THE MOSTNov 9, '08 4:30 AM
for everyone


"What Hurts The Most"

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry, every once, in a while
Even though, going on, with you gone, still upsets me
There are days, every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do


Blog EntrySIGH*Nov 9, '08 2:56 AM
for everyone
"I can't be with you as your boyfriend,
but that doesn't mean that I don't love you."



LOVE OF SIAM

Blog EntrySWEET!Nov 5, '08 7:59 AM
for everyone
I may never be the guy you look forward to seeing every day., but I will always be the guy who will look out for you each and every day..


blush*

Blog EntryI'M ON THE INTERNET!Nov 5, '08 7:05 AM
for everyone
Dang!


Naalala koh lang yung movie na wanted... Sa start ng movie, un, type nung bida name niya sa google... No Match found! Hahaha!


Um kaya try koh din... Waaah!

Eto lumabas...
 
http://www.dagupanbangusfestival.com/news.php?news=18

http://www.mb.com.ph/issues/2006/08/02/SCAU2006080270643.html

Cool!

Ala lang...  Ang babaw koh! Woooh!


Blog EntryFOR SALE: ONE HEART.!Nov 2, '08 4:20 AM
for everyone
HORRIBLE CONDITION.!


WILL TAKE ANYTHING FOR IT.!



PLEASE.!

JUST CUT IT OUT FROM MY CHEST AND END THIS SUFFERING.!


(///-.)

Blog EntryBF, it's called OURS!Oct 26, '08 4:49 AM
for everyone
The challenge in any relationship is in defining the boundaries of "my space, my thoughts, my life" from "your space, your thoughts, your life", and then most critically, developing "OUR space, OUR thoughts and OUR life".

Its not about giving up my life for you, and its not about expecting you to give up your world to accommodate mine. Each has its place. Each deserve respect.

Its not about changing each other.. that is destructive. Try to understand each other... that is constructive.

Its about building a new entity, which is solely 'Ours', a shared life and space, without sacrificing "You" or "Me"....

if not, better to cut losses now and be single!!

Blog EntryADDICTEDSep 14, '08 2:53 AM
for everyone
My sun doesn't shine without you,
Every morning that I wake up you make my sky blue,
I'm addicted to a love that only flows from you,
I can't seem to ever deny,
And I don't want to try coz I realize just how much I'm addicted.


Blog EntryI WANNA BE LOVEDSep 13, '08 12:01 AM
for everyone
Love once left me cold and gray
I had almost reached heaven
Just to feel it slip away
But life's too short to waste away
Being scared to take chances
Or so I've heard wise men say

I wanna be loved
Faithful and true
I wanna be loved
Ten million lifetimes with you
I wanna be loved
And after all I've been through
I'll let my heart take it's chances, just to be loved by you

Taste, touch, hear, see, feel me now girl
And you'll know I'm so ready
To exchange lifelong vows, yes I am
'Cause now you've shown me how God has smiled
On this chance and this moment
For this I've prayed all my life

I wanna be loved
Faithful and true
I wanna be loved
Ten million lifetimes with you girl
I wanna be loved
And after all I've been through
I'll let my heart take its chances, just to be loved by you

I wanna feel there's a reason for living again
I want us to fly far away
And I want my heart to sing the words only you can understand
So put your hand in mine, say a prayer tonight
So that we may find love

I wanna be loved
I want to be faithful and true
I wanna be loved
Ten million lifetimes with you baby
I wanna be loved
And after all I've been through
I'll let my heart take its chances, just to be loved by you

I want to be loved
Faithful and true
I want to be loved
Ten billion lifetimes, ten zillion, ten trillion lifetimes baby
And after all I've been through
I'll let my heart take a chance just to be loved by you
I'll let my heart take a chance just to be loved by you
I'll let my heart take a chance just to be loved by you

Blog EntryWHY DON'T YOU LOVE ME?!Sep 11, '08 8:02 PM
for everyone

I call your name, and you don't answer me.
I'm right here in front of you, but you can't see.
I can hear your heartbeat, but can you hear mine?
Why don't you love me?
You just ignore me.
I wanna be by your side all the time, but you push me away.
So baby, just tell me.
Why don't you love me?
I send texts with lots of care.
But you put me in a pain that I can't bear.
I can hear your heartbeat, but can you hear mine?
I am your lover,
Why don't you love me?
You just ignore me.
I wanna be by your side all the time, but you push me away.
So baby, just tell me.
Why don't you love me?
I'm tired of this crap, I wanna know now.
I wanna know how.
Why did you play with my heart like a child's toy?
You're just a stupid boy.
If thats the way you wanna be, then let me go.
'Cause I know you hate me so.
Why don't you love me?


Blog EntryYOU'RE A MILLION MILES AWAY!Sep 11, '08 11:02 AM
for everyone
"IT FEELS LIKE YOU'RE A MILLION MILES AWAY. I CAN'T EVEN FIND THE WORDS TO SAY. I CAN'T FIND A WAY TO MAKE IT RIGHT AND WE BOTH KNOW THAT THE STORY IS ENDING. WE PLAY THE PART BUT WE'RE JUST PRETENDING AND I CAN'T HIDE THE TEARS CAUSE EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE HERE. IT FEELS LIKE YOU'RE A MILLION MILES AWAY."


AW!






Blog EntryPAG-IBIG-PAMASAHESep 7, '08 9:11 AM
for everyone
SANA ANG PAG-IBIG AY KATULAD NG PAMASAHE SA JEEP NA KAPAG BUO ANG BINIGAY MO SINUSUKLIAN KA PA RIN.

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