i am wicked soul...

i am wicked soul... http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/ <table width="100%"><tbody><tr><td style="border: 1px solid rgb(48, 48, 48);" bgcolor="transparent"> <center><a href="http://s79.photobucket.com/albums/j149/imaflip1210/?action=view&current=wickedtmb.gif" target="_blank"><img src="http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j149/imaflip1210/wickedtmb.gif" alt="Photobucket" border="0"></a></center> </td></tr></tbody></table> <table width="100%"><tbody><tr><td style="border: 1px solid rgb(48, 48, 48);" bgcolor="transparent"> <center>‡ W I C K E D S O U L ‡</center> </td></tr></tbody></table> <table width="100%"><tbody><tr><td style="border: 1px solid rgb(48, 48, 48);" bgcolor="transparent"> <center><a href="http://s79.photobucket.com/albums/j149/imaflip1210/?action=view&current=Devilcopy-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j149/imaflip1210/Devilcopy-1.jpg" alt="WiCKED SOUL" border="0"></a></center> </td></tr></tbody></table> <table width="100%"><tbody><tr><td style="border: 1px solid rgb(48, 48, 48);" bgcolor="transparent"> <center>:: DISCLAIMER ::</center> </td></tr></tbody></table> <table width="100%"><tbody><tr><td style="border: 1px solid rgb(48, 48, 48);" bgcolor="transparent"> <center> This site was made for me by me. If YOU hate what I say, how my graphics look or anything else on this site, no one is stopping YOU from clicking the [X] up there. Please do not copy anything on here, I don't care if you copy my codes, but I prefer if you ASK me first. Any pictures taken from the net are copyright to their owners, any pictures I manipulated are copyright to ME. I accept constructive criticism but haterisms aka chickenheaded comments are not tolerated on this site. If YOU do have some bitchin to do about my site, go make your own and do it there, I could care less about what anyone ONLINE and hence who I don't know personally, thinks. Do not make assumptions about my life, the type of person I am or make any other judgements based on what you read here, a blog is NOT the spitting image of someone's true character. Other concerns, drop me a private message.</center> </td></tr></tbody></table> <table width="100%"><tbody><tr><td style="border: 1px solid rgb(48, 48, 48);" bgcolor="transparent"> <center>This section is all About Me, everything you need to know about me in order to keep up a conversation, its sort of like my online personal resume</center> </td></tr></tbody></table> <table width="100%"><tbody><tr><td style="border: 1px solid rgb(48, 48, 48);" bgcolor="transparent"> <center> BASIC MELCHOR CERALDE CORPUZ WHAT YOU SEE Height: 174cm/5'9" Weight: 64kg/140lbs Ethnicity: Filipino Build: Average Hair colour: Varies Eye colour: Brown Facial Hair: None Body hair: Smooth My Look: Trendy, sometimes Casual My Mannerism: None Tattoos: None, I want to have one tho. Piercings: Yes (four: two on my left ear, 1 on my left eyebrow, 1 on my lower lip and 1 on my tongue) WHAT YOU DON`T Occupation: Student Religion: Roman Catholic Best attribute: Whappak! Dig in to find out... Smoke habit: Hell No! Drink habit: Social I live with: With my parents and with ma` grandma and I hate it! Grrr My Personality: I`m a very nice person, very silly. I like to have fun, I am very outgoing but shy at times. I like to act goofy and I act really sarcastic alot of the times ;] but dont get me mad cause its not nice! ha ha ha I do have a very good fuckin` attitude! ;O MORE ABOUT ME More about me:How do I come across as a funny and charming gay boy? You know how they say that when you think you're cool, you're not. And how when you think you're hot, then you're not. Mental note; must not think I'm funny and charming. Right, what a lame attempt. I'm deeply sarcastic and fiercely sharp, if I may say so myself. Not to mention a cynical bitch and an elitist. Individuals exhibiting too many saccharine qualities will be mercilessly clobbered to death. Am 21 btw. LoL! Don't hate me because you don't know me ... but you can hate me when you know me ... you know ? sometimes, what you've seen is not really WHO I AM ! I can't tell you who I am in one or two simple sentences..I will say this though...I am just like everyone else,taking each day as it comes ...living, loving and learning every single step of the way..... My Style: I don't have a style per se, but whatever. haha. I like to dress in cute shirt & jeans most of the time with my sneakers. If I get lazy or don't feel like picking out anything, I bum it out but that don`t happen always because I love to dress up. Any accessories? Hell yeah!. I need to have something to go with all of ma` dress… necklace, bracelets, a ring or two or just anything I feel like wearin`! I don't own all of those brands & shit, if the clothes are cheap & cool [to me], hey! I just got a good deal. My Emotional Side: I've matured through what I've been through. I'm stil young, but I ain't stupid. I know better. "i love you," is something used way too carelessly, & I know when I'm feeling it & when I ain't. I know that there are people out there who just want to use you; learned that the hard way. I was really really stupid when I was younger, you have NO idea. but I think I'm learning, & I've learned to grow a mind of my own & do what my heart wants; not what everyone else wants. What I find important in a relationship: The label "relationship" carries with it too many expectations and can make things more complicated than they really are. Therefore, I have not, at the outset, said that I am looking for a relationship. I believe in seizing the rush that comes with any initial attraction (whether to looks, physique or personality, but usually to a package as a whole) hence to have fun if we click - even though I am really a conservative at heart. If we are sufficiently mutually attracted, we can keep on having fun. If this continues and there comes a time when it is clear that we can develop further (and we will feel it when that time comes), we can work towards a relationship. A "relationship" comes with understanding of each other and requires a conscious on-going effort on the part of the parties involved, who must be mature-minded enough to understand this. Such understanding and effort take time. What I find important in a relationship: (1) physical attraction and passion - which I accept can lessen with time, and when that happens the other factors must grow to sustain (2) communication - express communication is better, but implicit is possible with people who understand each other very much (3) constructive and positive attitude - I accept that, being human, certain negativity (e.g. jealousy, envy, anger) may enter but for negativity to pervade and dominate a relationship for too long, it would be better to call it a day... What turns me on: Nothing in particular! attitude perhaps...and a good phisique...lol! INTEREST Activities: Nothing in particular Entertainment: Clubbing/Parties, Movies/Film, Tv/Videos/DVDs, Shoppin`. Music: Alternative, Dance, Pop, R&B and Hip-Hop Health/Sports & Fitness: Hiking, Wall Climbing, weight-lifting ( I dont go to gym though) Home/Family: Home Improvement Scene: malls, bars, outdoors, city walks etc. Things I'm into: Clubbing, School, Mall and Bar Hoping, Movies, street foods, ( yeah we love street foods, like chicken feet, grilled pork`s blood, chicken intestines (isaw), balot, fish balls, hotdogs, and other stuff) </center> </td></tr></tbody></table> <table width="100%"><tbody><tr><td style="border: 1px solid rgb(48, 48, 48);" bgcolor="transparent"> <center> <object height="340" width="300"><param name="allowScriptAccess" value="never"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/pl/SgG4FVElKJ/"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed allowscriptaccess="never" src="http://media.imeem.com/pl/SgG4FVElKJ/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="340" width="300"></object> </center> </td></tr></tbody></table> Thu, 8 Jan 2009 04:25:30 -0000 Tue, 6 Jan 2009 13:52:29 -0000 i am wicked soul... http://images.iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/logo http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/ 100 100 ACTIONS http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/photos/album/153/ACTIONS Tue, 6 Jan 2009 13:52:29 -0000 NEW HAIR COLOR http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/photos/album/152/NEW_HAIR_COLOR Sat, 3 Jan 2009 11:13:19 -0000 RETRO http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/photos/album/151/RETRO Thu, 1 Jan 2009 09:43:15 -0000 PUPPY http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/photos/album/150/PUPPY Tue, 30 Dec 2008 15:42:34 -0000 TAKIPSILIM: PINOY VERSION NG TWILIGHT.! WHOA.! KALOKA.! http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/photos/album/149/TAKIPSILIM_PINOY_VERSION_NG_TWILIGHT. Sat, 27 Dec 2008 14:18:04 -0000 HAPPY NEW YEAR.! http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/photos/album/148/HAPPY_NEW_YEAR. Sat, 27 Dec 2008 11:26:29 -0000 NAPAKA-VAIN.! http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/photos/album/147/NAPAKA-VAIN. Fri, 26 Dec 2008 12:18:08 -0000 BF I am not running from you, not anymore for a while now. You should know, I am there before you are and we have the same things. I dwell in a different place because we are separated by a point of view. http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/journal/item/50/BF Thu, 18 Dec 2008 14:07:21 -0000 THE BAR: ALWAYS OPEN <a href="http://www.imeem.com/"><img src="http://www.imeem.com/embedsearch/E6E6E6/" border="0" /></a><a href="http://ads.imeem.com/ads/banneradclick.ashx?ep=0&ek=os0Cvl_Mxi"><img src="http://ads.imeem.com/ads/bannerad/152/10/" border="0" /></a><a href="http://ads.imeem.com/ads/banneradclick.ashx?ep=1&ek=os0Cvl_Mxi"><img src="http://ads.imeem.com/ads/bannerad/153/10/" border="0" /></a><a href="http://ads.imeem.com/ads/banneradclick.ashx?ep=2&ek=os0Cvl_Mxi"><img src="http://ads.imeem.com/ads/bannerad/154/10/" border="0" /></a><a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/dpcVsf7/music/nkgJMoIf/party_embassy_2_12_looking_for_love/"></a> http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/photos/album/144/THE_BAR_ALWAYS_OPEN Sat, 13 Dec 2008 05:57:49 -0000 BIRTHDAY SONG: BROKEN HEARTED GIRL.! You're everything I thought you never were And nothing like I thought could've been But still you lived inside of me So tell me how is that You're the only one I wish I could forget The only one I loved and not forgive And though you've break my heart You're the only one And though there are times when I hate you Cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me And put tears on my face And even now I hate you its pains me to say I know I'll be there at the end of the day I don't wanna be without you babe I don't want a broken heart Don't wanna to take breath without you babe I don't want to play that part I know that I love you but let me just say I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no I don't want a broken heart I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl No broken-hearted girl I'm no broken-hearted girl There's something that I feel I need to say But up 'til now I've always been afraid That you would never come around And still I wanna put this out You say you got the most res... http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/journal/item/49/BIRTHDAY_SONG_BROKEN_HEARTED_GIRL. Tue, 9 Dec 2008 10:31:02 -0000 WHAT MELCHOR MEANS... What Melchor Means You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adapta... http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/journal/item/48/WHAT_MELCHOR_MEANS... Mon, 1 Dec 2008 01:49:19 -0000 WHAT ABOUT NOW Shadows fill an empty heart As love is fading, From all the things that we are But are not saying. Can we see beyond the scars And make it to the dawn? Change the colors of the sky. And open up to The ways you made me feel alive, The ways I loved you. For all the things that never died, To make it through the night, Love will find you. What about now? What about today? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? Baby, before it's too late, What about now? The sun is breaking in your eyes To start a new day. This broken heart can still survive With a touch of your grace. Shadows fade into the light. I am by your side, Where love will find you. What about now? What about today? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love, it never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? Baby, before it's too late, What about now? Now that we're here, Now that we've come this far, Just hold on. There... http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/journal/item/47/WHAT_ABOUT_NOW Sat, 29 Nov 2008 11:39:25 -0000 IF I WERE YOUR BOYFRIEND... SURVEY: 1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you call me? answer: 3.) How much time would u spend with me? answer: 4.) Would you go places with me? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If we dated and broke up, would you want me back? answer: 16.) If I gave you my heart what would you do? answer: 17.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? answer: 18.) How much do you like me 1-10? answer: 19.) How do you feel about me? answer: 20.) Have i ever made you smile? answer: 21... http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/journal/item/46/IF_I_WERE_YOUR_BOYFRIEND... Sat, 29 Nov 2008 11:30:46 -0000 SISSY http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/photos/album/142/SISSY Wed, 26 Nov 2008 10:57:25 -0000 SISSY http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/photos/album/141/SISSY Wed, 26 Nov 2008 10:51:25 -0000 SISSY http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/photos/album/140/SISSY Wed, 26 Nov 2008 10:44:07 -0000 SISSY http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/photos/album/139/SISSY Wed, 26 Nov 2008 10:36:00 -0000 SISSY http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/photos/album/138/SISSY Wed, 26 Nov 2008 10:34:53 -0000 SISSY http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/photos/album/137/SISSY Wed, 26 Nov 2008 10:21:53 -0000 SISSY http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/photos/album/136/SISSY_ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 10:20:29 -0000 THE PAIN IN MY HEART Here I am alone in this empty room, And let my mind just fly you to the end. Thoughts of you still linger in my memory Wondering why my life is not that fair. I could still recall, those memories of you, The joy and all your laughter, The love that we've been through. Oh I can't believe, you're gone... I don't want to remember, The things we used to do, All the things that remind me of you. I don't want to hear those songs, Those songs we used to sing, 'Cause I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart Talkin' to my self, for reasons I can't find. Findin' out why everything went wrong. Tears fallin' down on my cheeks, That I've been tryin' to hold. I just dunno if I could still go on. I wanted you to stay, The tears began to show, You said you care for me, But then you have to go And now I know, you're gone. I don't want to remember, The things we used to do, All the things that remind me of you. I don't want to hear those songs, Those songs we used to sing, 'Cause I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart I just can't... http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/journal/item/45/THE_PAIN_IN_MY_HEART Tue, 18 Nov 2008 10:29:47 -0000 THE ART OF LETTING GO "The Art Of Letting Go" Put away the pictures. Put away the memories. I put over and over Through my tears I've held them till I'm blind They kept my hope alive As if somehow that I'd keep you here Once you believed in a love forever more? How do you leave it in a drawer? Now here it comes, the hardest part of all Unchain my heart that's holding on How do I start to live my life alone? Guess I'm just learning, Learning the art of letting go. Try to say it's over Say the word goodbye. But each time it catches in my throat Your still here in me And I can't set you free So I hold on to what I wanted most Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more Wish I could open up that door Now here it comes, the hardest part of all Unchain my heart that's holding on How do I start to live my life alone? Guess I'm just learning, Learning the art of letting go Watching us fade What can I do? But try to make it through the pain of one more day Without you Where do I start, to live my life alone? I gue... http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/journal/item/44/THE_ART_OF_LETTING_GO Mon, 17 Nov 2008 12:16:59 -0000 THIS IS ME WITHOUT YOU.! http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/photos/album/135/THIS_IS_ME_WITHOUT_YOU. Sun, 16 Nov 2008 08:47:53 -0000 WALA MAGAWA! http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/photos/album/134/WALA_MAGAWA Sun, 16 Nov 2008 06:17:22 -0000 I'm Gonna Find Another You It’s really over You made your stand You got me crying As was your plan But when my loneliness is through I’m gonna find another you You take your sweaters You take your time You might have your reasons But you will never have my rhyme I’m gonna sing my way away from blue I’m gonna find another you When I was your lover No one else would do And if I’m forced to find another I hope he looks like you And he’s nicer, too So go on, baby Make your little getaway My pride will keep me company And you just gave yours all away Now I’m gonna dress myself for two Once for me, and once for someone new I’m gonna do some things you wouldn’t let me do I’m gonna find another you http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/journal/item/43/Im_Gonna_Find_Another_You_ Wed, 12 Nov 2008 03:27:32 -0000 FROM MY BROKEN HEART: I WAS NOT AWARE THAT HE CAME ONLY TO FOOL ME BY HIS CHARM... I WAS AIMING TO BE WITH HIM FOREVER BUT HE'S NOT WILLING  TO WORK IT ALL OUT... WHILE I WAS BUSY PLANNING FOR US, HE WAS BUSY PLANNING HIS LIFE WITH SOMEONE ELSE... IT HURTS TOO MUCH BUT ALL I CAN DO IS WATCH HIM WALK AWAY... AND THAT'S THE END OF IT... THERE GOES MY FOREVER... THERE GOES MY LIFE... I KNOW HE IS GONE, BUT HOLDING ON TO HIM HAS BECAME MY WAY TO KEEP ME ALIVE... http://iamwickedsoul.multiply.com/journal/item/42/FROM_MY_BROKEN_HEART Mon, 10 Nov 2008 14:32:04 -0000